my best girl

just LOVE!

I love our togetherness

3 kata saja cukup "saya sayang mereka" no matter what. gada kata puitis yg indah yg  bisa melebihi rasa ini untuk mereka. semuanya simple. betapa berartinya orang-orang yang ada digambar ini.

For Ma Daddy :')

aku tau ayah atas apa jawabanmu nanti, aku tau ayah aku memang selalu menyusahkanmu, aku tuada berguna untukmu, tapi satu pintaku berikan aku sikap yang lembut aku ingin seperti anak-anak yang lain :'( tidakkah kau peka akan perasaanku? tidakkah kau berfikir mengapa sikapku seperti ini? ayah... mungkin aku memang bukan anak perempuan yang selau bisa kau banggakan didepan mereka, tapi sadarlah ayah aku selalu mendoakan yang terbaik untukmu, aku akan selalu belajar mengerti sikapmu kepadaku selama ini, biarkan aku menjadi dewasa dengan caraku sendiri... salam sayang, dini...

Dear life...

ya Allah aku mohon jangan lakukan ini untuk yang kesekian kalinya, tidakkah Kau iba padaku? aku ingin bahagia ya Allah,haruskah aku mengalami ini lagi? beri aku kekuatan untuk menerima dan melakukannya, jujur aku tidak rela. aku sakit, aku sedih, aku berharap itu kebahagiaan yang akan menjemputku bukan kesedihan yang selalu merangkulku aku mohon ya Allah aku lelaaaaah :'(

ini lagunya buat anda loh :")

You - Ten 2 Five You did it again You did hurt my heart I don’t know how many times You… I don’t know what to say You’ve made me so desperately in love And now you let me down You said you’d never lie again You said this time would be so right But then I found you were lying there by her side Reff: You.. You turn my whole life so blue Drowning me so deep, I just can reach myself again You.. Successfully tore myheart Now it’s only pieces Nothing left but pieces of you You frustated me with this love I’ve been trying to understand You know i’m trying i’m trying You.. I don’t know what to say You’ve made me so desperately in love And now you let me down Repeat reff

more... more... and more -_-

flashback itu susah banget buat dilupain, gatau kenapa itu jdi hobi sehari-hari gue kalo lagi sendirian, apalagi kalo lagi ngelamun pasti langsung deh mulai flashbacknya kambuh... arrrghhh!! it's so hard men!!! D;
gatau deh kenapa, sedangkan mereka yang udah nyakitin gue aja udah bahagia sm yg lain, nah gue? apaaa? masih single bo..... aduuuh gatau deh ya apa resepnya mereka itu cepet banget move onnya sedangkan gue move on aja udah kaya ngangkat barbel 150kg berat men!!! bikin dada nyesek! yaudah yuk let's move on, jgn diem disitu aja emgnya flashback bisa balik lagu kaya dulu? enggakan? u,u

my song :")

destinys child-stand up for love [Beyoncé] There are times I find it hard to sleep at night We are living through such troubled times And every child that reaches out for someone to hold For one moment they become my own And how can I pretend that I don't know what's going on When every second with every minute another soul is gone [Chorus] And I believe that in my life I will see (ooh yeah) An end to hopelessness or giving up of suffering And we all stand together this one time Then no one will get left behind Stand up for life Stand up for love [Kelly] I'm inspired and hopeful each and every day That's how I know that things are gonna change So how can I pretend that I don't know what's going on When every second with every minute another soul is gone [Chorus] And I believe That in my life I will see An end to hopelesness of giving up of suffering And we all stand together this one time Then no one will get left behind Stand up for life Stand up for love [Michelle] And it all starts right here And it starts right now One person stand up there And the rest will follow For all the forgotten For all the unloved I'm gonna sing this song [Chorus] And I believe that in my life I will see An end to hopelessness of giving up of suffering If we all stand together this one time Then no one will get left behind Stand up for life Stand up and sing Stand up for love For love, for love